DislikedI am of course, not qualified to advise here...but....this sounds like excessive leverage to me.....and the way your words are phrased:changing your mind about market position based on who/what they are posting on this thread seems a bit....forgive the use of the word....undisciplined....erratic....
combining that with excessive leverage....recipe for serious financial disaster.....
i giving your situation: excessive leverage and ever-changing opinion on what the market is doing, will say this much: please, please, for the love of heavens...Ignored
Those who say it cannot be done should not interrupt those who are doing it