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having 3 100% profit trades in a row on the beginning of trading new system tells you nothing. means only that you will loose 100% as fast as you can gain 100%. it doesn't mean it's good system, it means that the luck won't be on your side forever. and you need to count on yourself, not on luck.
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Patience and discipline are easier said than done. Knowledge (and experience) will take time, and so will patience and discipline.
Good luck to you!
P.S. This has been a wonderful thread on human psychology in trading. Tafa's unfortunate experiences are valuable lessons for everyone.
Here's wishing Tafa success!!!